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I'm a dirty, filthy liar

But that's besides the point. New Misfits was tonight, waiting till I get my hands on a download before I try to give a long review, but the basics are:

Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt.

Seriously, it was perfect. Given Alisha is my favorite character I was so pleased with this ep going into her backstory via her past with Rudy. It was awesome and I feel for both of them.I get most people's sympathies will immediately lie with Rudy but I don't find Alisha particularly at fault there. It was cold but it happens.

His speech in the bar though was all sorts of heart-pulling amazing. And this all led to such a sweet moment between Simon/Alisha and good lord, if there was ever a doubt they are my OTP for life it was washed away with that scene. 

I' really digging Kelly's new power and her new hair do. The queen looks fabulous and it makes so much sense that she would choose being a Rocket Scientist as her power. She got the telepathy due to her insecurity about the way others perceive her and then she now chooses a power that signifies intelligence due to that very same insecurity. Overman said that Curtis and Kelly are going to have interesting stories this year and my wish for her is that she goes beyond the painfully obvious Seth/Kelly story-line (though I think that would be hot) and that her arc focuses more on her finally learning to not let the way others perceive her affect her so much. For someone who has such a tough outer shell she is incredibly fragile and while I do think she is a strong, survivor type character I worry about her emotional health. It would be so easy to break her, to hurt her and gods that makes me so concerned.

Cutris' power. Well, I'm conflicted. It's interesting and I like what we've seen so far about him loosening up and getting out of his shell BUT it fucking sucks that it is going to cut down on NSJ's screentime. On the other hand, one of the things I was irrationally worried about when I found out about his power (spoilers) was the actress who would portray him (not to get too political but there are issues with Black women overwhelmingly being assigned masculine stereotypes) and I'm ... content with the choice so far. It was a good casting choice looks wise and I guess we'll see more next episode.

I don't know if I'm going to be as active in fandom this year and not just due to the fact that I'm so much busier this year but the S/A backlash is really getting to me. Especially since most detractors single out their dislike for Alisha as one of the reasons for it. And it kills me when they say she hasn't grown or changed and they "don't get it". Are we watching the same show, really?


I'm baaaaack!!

So as some of you may have noticed given the much delayed commenting spree I just went on, my journal is slowly being revived to life. My schedule has finally settled to such a degree that I am able and eager to have an active online life again. So that means that hopefully (and seriously this time) there will be actual content coming through here and not just random, stressed updates on my real life woes.

So what do you beloved readers have to look forward to?

META/PERSONAL ESSAY: My name is Goddess and I am a slut

This was originally going to be an f-locked post but I've decided against it. After-all if I can't be honest and vent on my online journal then where can I? This post is inspired by some of the recent real life events playing out in the news and pop-culture. From Slut-walk to Scarlett Johansson's leaked nudes, female sexuality has been at the forefront in the media even more than usual and everyone wants to play "blame the victim."

There's also my recent discovery of isanyoneup.com that has made me break out in hives and google myself obsessively everyday for the past couple of weeks. 

Misfits Essay/Rant/Plea - The Love Affair That Never Was

My thoughts on Nathan's departure and what it means for the upcoming series. Read as I explain the whirlwind of emotions I've been going through since it was announced he was leaving and why I'm going to end up missing him way more than I thought.

Misfits - The Wrap-Up
Finishing reviewing the last of the episodes from last season and expressing my hopes for each character and S&A going forward.

And of course FIC.

This one is definitely the part I'm most looking forward to posting and also I forsee being the most difficult to finish writing. I have a whole bunch of snippets begging to be expanded on but I'm facing a fit of nerves as I wonder if I can really do these stories justice.

At the top of my list for completion is this fic that has these lines in it:

She and Nathan are similar in that regard. Simon still hasn’t worked out if he wants to be them or simply be their friend. Be accepted by them and bask in the glow of their radiance.


The things that come out of her mouth are obscene. He wonders if the dirty filthy words she moans are how she really feels or if it is part of her never-ending performance.

So what do you guys think?

Misfits: Vegas Baby! Sneak Peak

Some kind soul finally uploaded it to YouTube. Don't forget that the online short is TOMORROW. And season 3 starts in October. I can't wait! What do you guys think?
Today was my last day of work as the semester is starting in a few days. I was pretty bummed out as I had really enjoyed work and met some really amazing people and of course I really enjoyed having a steady stream of income. Anyway, in a perfect example of my mind being really strange, my thoughts went from how weird it was having to shake everyones hand as I left to how firm some people's handshakes were to the last encounter with the boy and damnit then I really wanted to write fingering porn.

My first instict of course was to make it Simon/Alisha but then it just wasn't working in my head because my muse wanted it to be ONLY fingering for whatever reason. So now I desperately want to write Hoyt/Jessica fingerbanging porn playing on the whole "lost teendom" thing. With both of them thinking about how they never had a stereotypical high school back of the car experience and how it's happening now and Hoyt doing this to make Jessica feel better about bein an eternal virgin.

But I'm kinda scared since I've never written True Blood before and I want to get the voices right even if it's almost pure porn.

This is a sober real life update

 Hey guys,

I apologize for the mess of a post that was the previous entry. I can only hope that you guys were amused it because otherwise it's just sad. I'm going to much, much more active on here than I have been because things are finally calming down and I have decided that writing keeps me sane and sanity is important. I'm done with summer session and I ended up rocking all of my classes. Now I just have to wait for the final decision regarding my credits/degree eligibility.

I've also been working full time since the beginning of May so the combination of school and work kept me too tied up to do much but sleep on the weekdays and on the weekends ... there was Vinny. Who I'm not sure I'm ready to really write about, but he's been an interesting addition to my life and makes me both very happy and very sad atimes. 
So yes, moving forward I am no longer an lj zombie and I will definitely try and start writing again. Just baby steps.


 So real life has been not fun lately and I haven't had the time to write or even really go online. Here is a short recap of what has happened JUST in these couple of weeks:

One of my brothers got into 2 car accidents in the span of a week. The second of which completely totaled the car. Miraculously he didn't get injured in either one of them, though his friend - who wasn't supposed to be in the car - hurt his knee and that was really stressful trying to see to which extent he was hurt since at the time of the accident he is under 18, his mom only speaks Spanish and was 2 hours away and the paramedics didn't know what to do 'cause he had a wrestling match in less then an hour.

And then if that wasn't enough, he's wrestling in regionals this weekend and he hurt his ankle really badly at his last match. It's pretty important that he wins, especially since this is when colleges are deciding still so we'll see how that goes.

I also got a job, got promoted and then promptly worked myself out of a job in the span of a couple of weeks and that's the main reason I haven't been active lately. I work 9-5 and then I have familial obligations when I get home and then at the end I'm so tired I can't really do anything else. But since I'm not working until I get another job hopefully I'll have more time now.

Let's see what else, oh yeah. An ex decided to play an unfunny prank on me and that was a ton of fun. Mistaken identity online always is. Guys can be douches. 

And I've really been trying to maintain a healthy happy demeanor but it's been hard. Being home has helped in many ways and it's much less stressful than being at school but home comes with it's own challenges and stresses and I think one of the biggest things is the lack of social interaction with people outside of my family. I need more people that are geographically close to me.
 Title: Purple Passion Pop; 6”x1.5”; Silicone
Author: goddess09807 
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~1000
Warning: Pegging
Summary: Alisha slowly pumps her hand up and down her dick, slathering lube from base to tip as she goes. Her dick, her cock, her fuckstick. This is what she’s going to use to pop Simon’s arse cherry.
A/N: Fulfills the pegging prompt in the porn battle. This is really all stainofmylove ’s fault. *Presents fic and slowly backs away*

Alisha slowly pumps her hand up and down her dick, slathering lube from base to tip as she goes. Her dick, her cock, her fuckstick. This is what she’s going to use to pop Simon’s arse cherry.Collapse )

In Memes we trust

 Two memes, both stolen from stainofmylove 

 List twenty of your favorite characters from different fandoms, and ask people to spot patterns in your choices, if they're so inclined.

1) Hermione Granger (Harry Potter)
2) Teyla Emmagen (SGA)
3) Vala Mal Doran (SG1)
4) Alisha Bailey (Misfits)
5) Faith Lehane (Buffy)
6) John Sheppard (SGA)
7) Simon Bellamy (Misfits)
8) Zoe Alleyne Washburne (Firefly)
9) Max Evans (Roswell)
10) Draco Malfoy (Harry Potter)
11) Joscelin Verreil (Kushiel Legacy)
12) Shane Botwin (Weeds)
13) Sophie Kawalsky (Love Me If You Dare)
14) Jane Smith (Mr & Mrs Smith)
15) Van Slanzar de Fanel (Escaflowne)
16) Rukia Kuchiki (Bleach)
17) Nikita (Nikita)
18) Rita Bennet (Dexter)
19) Mini McGuinness (Skins Gen 3)
20) Chani (Dune)

Name a fandom that I am familiar with and I will tell you:

My endgame OTP:
My original OTP:
My crack OTP:
My guilty pleasure OTP:
My anti-OTP:
 Title: Not quite a tattoo
Author: goddess09807 
Word Count: ~1000
Summary: She runs a finger around the edge of the bruise. The contrast in color between his alabaster skin and the angry red spot is fascinating. It looks like it hurt. It looks like a brand. It looks like it belongs there.

A/N: Written for the porn battle. This fic ended up being much shorter than expected, but it kind of took on a life of it's own. I'll try to crank more porn out to compensate ;)

She runs a finger around the edge of the bruise. The contrast in color between his alabaster skin and the angry red spot is fascinating. It looks like it hurt. It looks like a brand. It looks like it belongs there.Collapse )


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